[sharf]

Я не знаю, чего хочу, чего нет. Я делаю нелогичные вещи. Я туплю. Я не контролирую ни себя, ни события. Я не вижу будущего. Это лето, что ли? Эх. В деревню мне надо ... лечится.



You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so

You're painting your heart with your blood

You can't say "No"

Only turning the wheel of time

with a rope around your neck

You build a wall of morality and take a breath

from between the bricks

You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them

You're trying to commit suicide

You're satisfied with your prologue

Now you're painting your first chapter black

You are putting the scraps of life together

and trying to make an asylum for yourself

You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage

and

You are trying to kill me